Ok, so some sort of a mini breakthrough - perhaps, just perhaps, I've found that I'm interested in a particular specialty. Not going to say what, but for the first time, I watch an operation and I feel like I actually would like to do that. Perhaps, just perhaps, it's an indication that I'm interested in this field. I'm being very cautious here, because it's way too early, but it's definitely a step forward from the wishy-washy views I have had towards the kind of medicine I've been exposed to so far. 

Finally, something to work towards - as opposed to just 'graduating' - it feels great!